Upon 50

For Jessica Rigney
By Christina L. Felton

She moves with unhastened intent.
Her flask in the bag on her hip.
The nip of whiskey she offers.

Her long body.
The inviting length of her legs.
The arch of her back from so many asanas.

She smiles, eyes peeking over frames.
Her skin deeply kissed
By the sun.
Chasing rocks through the desert.
Wind pulling at long grey locks.

She shimmers with pheromones,
A Queen Bee.

The soft scent of patchouli
Lingering after her embrace.

We gather to drink her slow metered innuendo.
Her words chosen with skill and intent.

She lets us glimpse spaces and strokes,
But the whole picture is for her alone.

Sultry at any age,
She moves to and through us,
Reminding us that
sex is part of the human condition.

Black Pearl

10 years ago today, we lost our daughter Lily.  This is a poem that I wrote for her.

Black Pearl

 

You left a jagged shard of your soul

When you left me.

And my soul made a pearl around it

To protect me.

And now I carry our black pearl

With me forever.

Aftertaste

Poetry is the kind of writing that leaves an aftertaste.
Not a nasty aspartame tongue coat like a cheap diet soda,
But sweet like the kiss of your love after they sucked on a cherry Jolly Rancher.
Poetry lingers on the mind for days, altering the way every breakfast, lunch and dinner tastes.
Poetry is the memory of fine wine warm and expanding.
Poetry is dessert savored, and not eaten all at once with gluttonous abandon, but one small spoonful at a time.
Poetry is the aftertaste lingering in our mind, behind our eyes.

Renegade Renaissance Radiance Rosebud

Sometimes we still dream of you,
In the rose garden.

Wrapped in honor,
Clothed in deep dignity.

A beacon in the tough times,
And impervious to the gutter noise.

With quiet humanness,
You lead us to
Our better selves.

With tears we watched you go,
And the horror grow.

Is this our penitence?

How do we right this ship,
O’ Captain,
My Captian?

To Do List for Life

Sipping slow steeped beans on the porch,

 

Before I

Go for a walk,

Passed the garden I’ve tended.

 

Before I

spend the afternoon

Lazy words falling

from my paddles into the lake.

 

Before I

Jump in the car

and touch a breeze in no where

 

Before I

Make the call

to ask how you have been.

 

Before I

Stop by to check

on those I love longest.

 

Before I

finish my book,

Or my other book,

After a bit of poetry reading.

 

Before I

Sit in the coffeeshop

and listen to the world go by.

 

Before I

Cut and cook

something fancy by the book.

 

Before I

Invite you to come over

and paint with me.

 

Before I

Fly a kite

Over a field where I lay

and count the stars.

 

Before I

Perfect the loop and stitch.

 

Before I

Forget to live.

 

 

Once in a Blue Moon

Once in a Blue Moon

I can’t sleep

And my body aches

From carrying the weight of me,

And my mind wanders

In the dark and quiet.

 

You tell me that you are not snoring

But only moments ago your rumble

Was down my back and in my hair.

 

I get up to write.

I am a million miles into the sky

And some how still firmly planted here.

So many things I want to do,

To see,

To know.

 

Projects near complete,

Wait on the tips of my fingers.

What is it that stops me?

In the small hours,

With no distraction.

 

Fear.

Fear of failure.

Fear of rejection.

Fear of vulnerability.

I don’t care what you think of me –

As a person –

But my work,

That is another story all together.

A sword of criticism

For which I have no defense.

 

Out in the world I am fearless and open,

But here in the mirror of Blue Moon

I am fleshy and soft.

​Cold Colorado Evening

The log rolled off the fire, leaving hot stars in its path, like a swarm of angry bees.

The wind beat tree branches against the metal roof, like the rapping of a landlord’s angry knuckles or an ex begging for another chance.

Snow slides from the roof, landing with a dull thud, while I lament about the feral cats staying warm.

It is cold outside, and the chill seeps inside like a ghost, making the old dog age.

Longing for a break in the darkness, we take to our distractions, bathing in blue electronic light.

Poem 14 – April 14 2017

3 Poems or 5 Minutes, Whichever Comes First
Listening to the old men,

Their grizzled tones and empty saber rattling, times past and times to come.

Listening to the young men,

Their cadence fast as race horses- s l o w, let us savor it and remember it is our first time.

Listening to the old women,

With memories of gold and pain, and their black patten dancing in the rain.

Listening to the young women,

Discovering their anger and their passion, and their distaste for how the world sees them.

Listening to the old gender neutral poet,

Listen to their words of discovery and ages of pain and the secrets of yesteryear. 

Listening to the young gender neutral poet,

Lamenting that nothing is changing, and the cages of distrust and hate have them feeling down.

Listening to the Hispanic, the Asian, the African American, the Jewish, the Poor, the Broken, the One Who is Always in Love,

They distill life and all its beauty,

Into 3 poems or 5 minutes, whichever comes first.