Poem 4, April 4 2017

March
He met his wife for the first time today,

Though they had been together for years.

She was no longer her father’s daughter,

The way they had remembered her.

She bent low, lacing up her sneakers,

Hair pulled back, out of her way.

Out of her way indeed.

Something shifted in her gonna take it,

Until it was fully positioned in her ain’t takin’ it no more.

For all these differences, she felt more herself than she had ever before.

One foot in front of the other in a sea of sisters.

Filling up the cracks of her broken teacup heart,

Until it was full to overflowing.

She was ready.

This is now.

Poem #2 – April 2, 2017

Hot coffee morning,

Banging in the kitchen –

Don’t you know the sun is out?

It has been three days.

Ziggi’s is busy this morning,

But I find a table near the plug on the wall,

Just in case.

 

I miss the 40 inch tall

Standing tables,

They made long Sunday mornings divine.

Now my hip pinches my nerve

And sciatica screams down my leg and

Back up –

Hard wood chairs.

My friend folds a thick sweater to tuck

Underneath,

Against the hard,

A woolen barrier.

 

The next table is where

the best sellers are written,

On Sunday mornings,

While I neglect

Three or more books I’ve started

To daydream,

A sip hot coffee.

Poem – April 1st, 2017

Exhaust and carburetor fumes hung on his clothes like a poison aura.

“Where did he go?”

She looks up, and tells him,

“He went back home to dance with his demons and his dying dad.”

“Oh.”

Then the smell of the Fast Orange cleaning his hands in sink.

He had been cutting trees to keep her warm.

Later that night, a log rolled off the fire,

Leaving a path of hot stars, like a angry swarm of bees, that she could not pick up with her hands.

She felt foolish for not paying better attention. 

Tomorrow the sun will be out, and she will enjoy driving.

The cacophony of open window spring music, from the cars all around.

She will open her fingers and let the air move through them.